The past 10 days have been tough. News of my sister in law's pregnancy nearly broke me. My parents can't understand why I am so upset. It's hard to explain. The timing, with the most recent pregnancy loss just a week before, and the harsh reminder of the losses that have gone before that whilst … Continue reading Moving
It's a sunny Sunday afternoon here in Singapore. I've had my best weekend since the miscarriage. An influx of visitors from overseas have forced me out of the apartment. And what felt originally like faking it turned out to be quite fun. It felt good to catch up with old friends and colleagues, none of … Continue reading Singapore Self-Care
This cycle is officially underway! Did my first injection of 300iu Gonal-F last night! The novelty will wear off but I was pretty excited to be back in the swing of things. It feels good to be doing something rather than waiting. The Gonal-F will stimulate my follicules to produce and mature eggs. I'll be … Continue reading Here we go!
Day 4 of 2019, still waiting for my period! Working from home today, getting the air-conditioning serviced and waiting for a parcel. Work is nice and quiet - most people are easing back in to the grind after the Christmas and New Year holidays. I'm off to London on Monday then Barcelona then Tokyo. It's … Continue reading Delayed onset gratitude
This time last week I was in Barbados. It was so good to get out of the region, visit somewhere new and spend quality time with my best friend. Part of my reason for travelling all that way was the Barbados Open Water Swim Festival. I took part in two of the races and one … Continue reading Barbados